What do you do when you get a letter from an ex? When you have been trying to keep your relationship just a friendship? When the relationship was only a month long, after your first love of a year and half. When at points you've wondered whether to you'd want to give it a try again or not?
But at the same time you know it isn't possible. You have differences in beliefs, growth, morals, attitudes, and thought processes. You're going to be abroad for 6 months. You don't miss him when he's gone. You're interested in other people. But once and a while you have the urge to kiss him.
Realization: The only thing left over is a physical urge to be with. Thus, you cannot respond back to that letter with anything but rejection. And you'll lose that "friend", who you cannot really call a friend, since your friendship leaned a bit too close to a mild relationship at points. All you have is regret. And sorrow that you didn't fully realize it as it all unfolded.
