April 14, 2011

Dreams (April 13 &14)

At a fancy train station waiting to catch a train to NYC so I can catch my fight to Paris. Miss the train, anxious. Packing completely last minute, throwing things in...keep forgetting underwear. ( I actually did wake several times over the course of that morning, each time having to briefly calm myself down, that I would pack in advance.)

The room I was in was going to flood. So I shut the door, opened the windows and put things just above the floor.

My room, set up differently. Trying to arrange things on the walls. My cross, a painting, my dresser.

My window, and the roof outside of it. My back yard neighbor is suddenly my art professor setting up for a party. She sees me and invites me to it, it's a graduation party for the current art seniors. It feels like high school again. I feel odd and putout since I wasn't invited. She wore a black and red or white old style dress. Her mother was there spreading leaves over some mulch.